Something TO Ponder ON .......THx ...

Message starred Friday, 7 December 2012, 16:39 every one had their life and fate. no just read into others good, and forget that they also had their bad time as well. No one is perfect. You also need to know that clock/time will not stop for anyone, everyone gets the same. Set your goal and get your ass moving. When you know what you will like to achieve is not possible, please move.

A wise woman say it right

You are setting yourself up to be hurt.  Don’t worry about what he says, don’t worry about what his wife says – just live your own life and let them get on with their own! 

 

You are getting upset over things that do not matter.  Do not get yourself  upset over things that do not matter!

Lately I am upset . Upset about everything . I think I wanted to convert the anger to a host of enegry to push me forward . Because inside me , I am dying a slow death . Death of slow motion and Not knowing what I wanted in life . 

I am aimless . So I thought of many things he did me wrong . But then the wise lady say ....You are setting yourself to hurt . If I react to it .....JUST LIVE MY OWN LIFE AND let them go on with your own .

 

Pink Rhodochrosite...

http://www.healing-crystals-for-you.com/pink-rhodochrosite.html
 Assists Deep Emotional Healing

Pink Rhodochrosite is a strong stone to aid emotional healing. It encourages you to feel love for yourself... and its energy will assist you in meditation, to reach a state of joy and sublime happiness

//I had no love for myself and NO Happiness .

you don't have a good opinion of yourself. It also enhances your courage to look at those things that you have been unable to face previously... so that you can make changes in your life.

it is a strong stone to heal you. It encourages you to forgive yourself... and to allow yourself to feel acceptance of your role in what happened to you.

God seem to talking to me .

³ It is God’s will that you should be sanctified: that you should avoid sexual immorality; ⁴ that each of you should learn to control your own body^[a] in a way that is holy and honorable,⁵ not in passionate lust like the pagans, who do not know God; ⁶ and that in this matter no one should wrong or take advantage of a brother or sister.^[b] The Lord will punish all those who commit such sins, as we told you and warned you before. ⁷ For God did not call us to be impure, but to live a holy life. ⁸ Therefore, anyone who rejects this instruction does not reject a human being but God, the very God who gives you his Holy Spirit.

Finally I guess Jay was right over all...

I finally understand what is wrong with me .
I finally had no more feeling when I went out with him .
What am I doing ?
How come breaking dawn becomes like breaking hell?
There he was trying to hold my hands . There I feel a feeling that it is like ...so artificial . I dun feel Good . My whole body was trembling . I know it is trembling because of uncomfortable rather than feeling pleasant holding the hand of someone you really love.

I suddenly awaken by the sudden change of everything ......Suddenly I think maybe afterall ...

30 Days to HEALING BROKEN HEART

I decided to start myself oon 30 days to HEALING BROKEN HEARTED COMPLETELY .

Remember the word COMPLETELY .
I had friends around me like Xin Hui (Serene), Jay Chow , Samatha N Jolly , Gill , Church Sister Preacher Michelle and Yit Peng and also most important is myself I need walk past .
I think I owe them alot . I love it when Preacher Michelle give me a harsh dress down . Jay who told me it is emotional harazard . And Xin Hui( Serene) aka dear in my mobile . She reply my wat apps prompty and let the " wolf" know that I had a dear already .

Okay . First Thing first .....
Rearrange my finance . I am in hack broke becoz of my depression I overspent ....and then spend on future MONEY . Buying alot of heartbroken self improvement book , brought funny things like sharpener, SMIggle pens , eraser ...and nutrition vitamins . I want a complete change over . I splunge on make up and clothes. OKAY
FROM Today onward ....which 20th Of Nov ...Dont spending on future money . Maybe I will try doing a  part time job .

GET back to God ........
How .. I not sure . I had problem opening prayer to JESUS . I dont have this problem when I was faithful christian in my teens . I dont know how heading 35 , I am like going through a back sliding process . I cant open my mouth and tell God I need you desperately . I am in deep shit . I am falling short of your commandments , save me .....

Yes . That want I need to push myself to Go to church ....BUT I am really broke ..I am not POOR but broke ......and I had to ask from my parents money to top up my transportlink card . I hate beening in this situation . But I asked for it . The hospital bill are coming ......................

THIS SAturday ... I meeting Preach Michelle . michelle I really appreciate for giving me one to one personal guidance . Sometimes I felt that you are very HARSH ON ME . whenever you scold me. But I know it is good for me . You see me as a friend ..sister in christ ... And yours worlds stay ," DO YOU WANT TO GIVE YOURSELF HELPLESS TO WOLVES?"  What you want ?" Go steady with him be one year or two be his mistress , after he get sick of you . BYE BYE .

Yit peng too . She was very patient with me . She remember me in prayer for alot of ridculous stuff I given .  She become my wat app buddy . I worried I disturb them alot .

Samatha Goh n Jolly did a very good job of reminding me ....sending me powerful links  . Being the little 3 will not bring any good in my life ......
And people who tell me , OH SHIT ,XXX you forget . You volunteer in family centre before . YOU FORGOT how families are broken by mistress and then the desperate kids and wife kill themselves becoz of HUBBY Infidentily .
I guess ...........Jay Chow , U powerful .....I dun know I am glad that we are in the same boat ...Same boat ?What do I meant? It mean we are facing alot of difficulty and shit in my work .And we had to persist on . And thank for been there for me , even when your life suxz too much . You say it well when you say . Such a man doesnt deserve be a man .  remind me not to go back to XXXX . And remind me emotional harazrd in JOB .... Your wise words are sweet honey to me .


And Hui Xin .............You did the best ..You entertain my nonsense ...And You super patient with me ....Lend me all the resources you could provide .......Tell me it is not worth while to die for such man ....

Okay ... I didnt mention u here .. It is not I forgotten you all ..It is kept in my hearts ...Every single encouragements and words were God precious gift to me and healing balms to my broken apart soul ....

Here today should be day 1 towards closer to healing my broken heart and emptiness that had been living in me for 20 over years..................?

Superficial Feeling .

I read Elana Blog . I feel she had a way to write very well . I envy her words.
But me ,I feel superficial . I wonder why am I dieting right now ?
Because I want to slim back and have the confident me .
Isnt this world so superficial ? They will judge the book by its cover ?
I dun know why I feel everything so superficial lately . I miss him plenty alot . But I must be rational and this is not my style . I can let go of him peacefully and with love .

Lost for words

I feel terrible that I dun recieved his wat apps and also feel terrible i dun recieved his mushy letter . Maybe it is a transition which I couldnt accept it yet . I will get over it . Non Contact is good for all of us . Nomatter what people had a family , I shouldnt be intervene . It would make me into adultery . Who would trust a gal like me anymore . How can I be so selfish ? How I depise adultery and mistress . I should hold on to my principles and be me .

Pursuing A master

I google around website of Master in Information Technology , Peek on my best friend one .
But He said that Master in Information Technology is nomore.
I thinking of going into Master of counselling.  Why ?
Because I think I need alot of counselling .

 http://www.unisim.edu.sg/programmes/programme-details/Pages/Master-of-Counselling.aspx

Shit I miss him . Miss him very badly .

Forgive Gal , as Lord had forgiven u

Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. ¹³ Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. ¹⁴ And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.Colossians 3:12

I need to remember this and learn to forgive as Lord forgave me .
 

God providence

Ruth trusted God and followed Naomi’s instructions even though the ending was uncertain. We too can count on God to provide for us when life is unsure
 I need to trust God to provide when now my life is so unsure

Sick Stomache ..Bloatedness

Today I was on MC . I feel like rushing to the toilet for alot of time. Doctor say it is constitaption which cause alot of discomfort . Anyway , I had been rather mad with the Mizano run . I completed it but it didnt had my records.
My Weight is constantly going up and up .And I abit giving up on it . I dont know what to do . Lately I am trembling . I dun know if it reason of my nervousness or frustration.
I let Eric into my facebook again . I dun know ..........

Affirmation For works

I am in prefect Harmony with my work environment and everyone in it .

Solving JDBC

http://www.akadia.com/services/sqlsrv_jdbc.html

Tomcat 5 JDBC

How to create a JDBC Data Source with Tomcat 5 to connect to MS SQL Server

1. Copy the driver jar file to $CATALINA_HOME/common/lib/.
2. Configure the JNDI DataSource in Tomcat by adding a declaration for your resource to $CATALINA_HOME/conf/server.xml.
3. Add this before the </Host> tag closing the localhost definition.

   <Context path="/{context}" docBase="{context}" debug="5"
            reloadable="true" crossContext="true">
    
           <Resource name="jdbc/MS SQL" auth="Container" type="javax.sql.DataSource"/>
           <ResourceParams name="jdbc/MS SQL">
    
                   <!-- MS SQL dB username and password for dB connections -->
                   <parameter>
                           <name>username</name>
                           <value>{user}</value>
                   </parameter>
                   <parameter>
                           <name>password</name>
                           <value>{password}</value>
                   </parameter>
    
                   <!-- Class name for i-net MS SQL JDBC driver -->
                   <parameter>
                           <name>driverClassName</name>
                           <value>com.inet.tds.TdsDriver</value>
                   </parameter>
    
                   <!-- The JDBC connection URL for connecting to your MS SQL dB. 
                        If you use more as one parameter then you need to
                        concatenate with XML coded & like &amp; -->
                   <parameter>
                           <name>url</name>
                           <value>jdbc:inetdae7:{host}?database={database}</value>
                   </parameter>
           </ResourceParams>
   </Context>

4. There are some placeholders you must replace with values specific for your environment.
   • {context} - is the context, in which your application was deployed
   • {host} - is the host where the SQL Server is running and the port of the SQL Server (e.g. localhost:1433)
   • {database} - is the database name (e.g. pubs)
   • {user} - is the user for the SQL server (e.g. sa) {password} is the password for the user (e.g. password) |
5. After changing the server.xml file, save it and restart your Apache/Tomcat.

How to configure My Connection Pool

http://www.inetsoftware.de/products/jdbc-driver/ms-sql/configurations/tomcat

泰山王 I can overcome it

泰山王

remember a baby fall and walk , fall and walk . there is  no such thing as once you walked , you can walk . A baby take babystep to walk . Nothing is easy .BUT I CaN OVERCOME IT .

if only I strike 4d

deep troubled am I . Am I deeply troubled?
If today I strike 1st prize , I had money to clear my debt and also get it to help me in whatever I am in now . It need 360 or more?
i dont know what to do any longer . I been trying to learn java ,but it doesnt help much .

My Desire was fulfilled

I wanted to buy a book so much . Yesterday I finally brought the book that I wanted . Succeed by Heidi Grantsvon .

Loving yourself is most powerful

Loving  yourself .
respect yourself
born of pure love .

File and Directory Control Attributes

a append	file can only be appended
A	prevent updating access time
c	file auto compress
D	changes on directory are written synchrously to the disk
I (immutable)	file cannot be changed or deleted
j (journaling (	file has its data written to the journal before being written to the file
s (secure delete)	file has its block wiped
S(synchronous)	changes on a file are written synchronously to the disk
u(undeletable #lsattr install.log    list current attributes	file cannot be deleted .

Summ,ary of file organistaion

	File	Directory
create	cat ,touch,Vi,vim,nano	mkdir
List	ll ,ls	ll,ls
display	cat,more ,less ,head, tail ,View,vi,vim,nano,uniq,strings	cp
copy	cp	mv
move	mv	mv
rename	rm
remove	rm	rm-r, rmdir
display statics	stat	stat

In Jesus I pray Amen .

Lord , Pls hlp me through this day . I can complete whatever task assigned to me . And Grant me wisdom in all I did and say . so that through my work , I can honor your name . Lord ,help me to have energy for this day . I feel weary all the time. Secondly ,Lord I commit this day upon your hand .Help me not to think about the past but look forward toward ahead what you given me . Bless me to find a good church that I may worship u and have right teaching of your . In jesus name I pray . Amen .

Today is a GOOD Day at work

Today is a good day at work . I achieve something . I am SO GLAD THAT I achieve something .
I am capable ,competent and in the prefect place .

The greatest joy I had

The greatest joy in the world is seeing Lucky little tail shake whenever you are home and he rush infront and greet you with enthusiasm.I love the co-ordination of the tail go tick tock tick toe like a pendulum swing of the time clock when u are playing happy chirpy tunes on the piano .  It goes very swifty and fast .

Linux Shutdown Uncleanly With VolGroup00/LogVol00 unexpected inconsistency

Your system appears to shut down uncleanly

Checking file system

/dev/VolGroup00/LogVol00: Reside inode is not valid

/dev/VolGroup00/LogVol00: UNEXPECTED INCONSISTENCY; RUN fsck MANUALLY.

(i.e., without -a or -p options)


*** Run 'setenforce 1' to reenable.
Give root password for maintenance
(or type Control-D to continue): Type root password


(Repair filesystem) df
File System 1K -block Use Available Use% Mount
/dev/VolGroup00/LogVol00
37864976 13675768 22265728 39% /
/dev/hda1 37864976 13675768 22265728 39% /boot

#(Repair filesystem) fsck -f -y /dev/VolGroup00/LogVol00

Resize inode not valid. Recreate? (yes)

/dev/VolGroup00 contain a file sytem with errors, check forced.

Pass 1: Checking inodes, blocks, and sizes
Duplicate blocks found... invoking duplicate block passed
Pass 1B: Rescan for duplicate/bad blocks
....

File /usr/src/linux-2.6.9/arch/s390/appldata/Makefile
Duplicateed blocks already reassigned or cloned

Pass 2: checking directory structure
Pass 3: checking directory connectivity
Pass 4: checking reference counts
Pass 5: checking group summary information
Free blocks count wrong for group #0 (19039,counted = 19040)
Fix? Yes

/dev/VolGroup00/LogVol00: ***** FILE SYSTEM WAS MODIFIED *****
/dev/VolGroup00/LogVol00: ***** REBOOT LINUX *****
/dev/VolGroup00/LogVol00 428503/4816896 files (2.3 % non-contiguous), 3570106/9617408

(Repair filesystem) fsck /dev/hda1
/boot clean, 39/26104 files 12402/104308 blocks


#(Repair filesystem) reboot

Affirmation for Fearful Emotion

Whenever you are tense you can say this ,

"I am willingly to let go. I release. I let go. I release all tension. I release all fear. I release all anger. I release all guilt. I release all sadness. I let go of old limitations .I let go, and I am at peace. I am at peace with myself. I am at peace with the process of life. I am safe."

Everybody at work appreciates me

I accept my parents and they in turn accept and love me.

I trust that all my needs will be taken care of.

I release the need to criticize my body.

I always attract all the help I need

Love and acceptance are mine. I love myself.

I am at peace

My Decisions are always prefect for me

I am loved and safe wherever I go

It is safe for me to express my feelings

I am at peace with myself and my life.

My Inner focus is clear and unclouded.

I am lovable and everyone appreciates me.

My Life is a success

I express love and I always attract love whenever I go.

I give myself permission to be at peace.

Inner child

1.       Play ball with dog.

2.       Paint in

3.       Taking  hot bath

4.       Swimming

5.       Go beach

6.       Photo Taking

7.       Swing on a swing.

8.       Sing songs

9.       Folding Aero planes and throw them.

10.   Blowing bubbles.

11.   Reading comic books. Tin Astrid.

12.    Lie down and look at the clouds.

13.   Catch a Movie

14.   Walk barefoot in the grass and pick flowers

15.   Volunteer

I am one with life, and all of life loves, supports me. The fore I claim for myself emotional wellbeing at all times. I am my best friend, and I enjoy living with myself. Experience come and go, people come and go, but I always here for myself. I am not my parents, nor their patterns of emotional unhappiness. I choose to think only thoughts that are peaceful, joyous, and uplifting. I am my own unique self l and I move through life in a comfortable, safe and peaceful way. This is the truth of my being, and I accept it as so. All is well in my heart and my mind.

Nervous

Nervousness.
I suddenly thought back about Jiahao and buddy . and all seem coming back .
It seem I keep looking at the back .
I had to do somethinig about it

Affirmation for Work

I am in preferring harmony with my work environment and everyone in it.

I always work in harmonious surroundings

I honor and respect each person, and they in turn honor and respect me.

I bless this situation with love and know that it works out the best for everyone concerned

I bless you with love and release you to your highest good

I bless this job and release it to someone who will love it and I am now accepting a wonderful new opportunity.

Not Worth

I am totally adequate for all situations.

What I fear most about work.

My employer will find out that I’m not good, will fire me, and I won’t find another job.

I center myself in safety and accept the perfection of life. All is well.

What am I getting from this belief?

I people please at work, and turn my employer into parents.

It is my mind that creates my experiences. I am unlimited in my ability to create the good in my life.

What do fear will happen if I let go of this belief?

I would grow up and be responsible

I know I am worthwhile. It is safe for me to succeed Life love me.

I hate my job

I enjoy the work I do and the people I work with

My job is too stressful

I am always relaxed at work.

No one appreciates me at work.

My work is recognized by everyone.

I always get dead –end jobs

I turn every experience into an opportunity

My boss is abusive

All my supervisors treat me with love and respect

Everybody expect too much of me.

I am capable, competent, and in the prefect place

My co-worker drives me crazy

I see the best in everyone, and they respond in kind.

My job offers no creativity.

My thoughts create wonderful new opportunity

I all beaver be successful

Everything I touch is a success

There is no change for advancement

New Doors are opening all the time

My job doesn’t pay well,

I am open and receptive to new avenues of income

I give myself permission to be creatively fulfilled.

Work Treatment

I am one with life, and all of life loves and supports me. Therefore I claim the best creative self-expression possible .My work environment is deeply fulfilling to me. I am loved, appreciated and respect .I is not my parents nor do I duplicate their work experience patterns. I am my own unique self and I choose to do work that brings me even more satisfaction than money. Work is now a joy for me. This is the truth of my being. And I accept it so. All is well in my working world

This is the day the lord had make .

Open for me the gates of the righteous;
I will enter and give thanks to the Lord.
²⁰ This is the gate of the Lord
through which the righteous may enter.
²¹ I will give you thanks, for you answered me;
you have become my salvation.

²² The stone the builders rejected
has become the cornerstone;
²³ the Lord has done this,
and it is marvelous in our eyes.
²⁴ The Lord has done it this very day;
let us rejoice today and be glad.

²⁵ Lord, save us!
Lord, grant us success!

²⁶ Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.
From the house of the Lord we bless you.^[a]
27 The Lord is God,
and he has made his light shine on us.
With boughs in hand, join in the festal procession
up^[b] to the horns of the altar.

²⁸ You are my God, and I will praise you;
you are my God, and I will exalt you.

²⁹ Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good;
his love endures forever.

Lord, save us!
Lord, grant us success!

I had alot of task oncoming .Lord may you save me and grant me success . AMen  

Louis Hay Health Affirmation

Date :1st July 2012

My healing is already in process.

I listen with love to my body‘s messages.

My health is radiant, vibrant and dynamic now.

I am grateful for my prefect health.

I deserve good health.

I am safe and secure at all times. Love surrounds me and protects me.

I am afraid that I will get sick.

It is safe to be well now. I always loved.

I don’t have to be responsible or go to work.

I am confident and secure. Life is easy for me

My energy level is low.

I am filled with energy and enthusiasm

I heal slowly

My Body heals rapidly.

My allergies act up constantly

My World is safe. I am safe. I’m at peace with all life.

I get one illness after another.

Good HEALTH is mine now. I release the past.

My back and knee give me constant pain.

Life loves and supports me. I am safe

These headaches never go away.

I no longer criticize myself; my mind is at peace, and all is well.

I always constipated.

I allow life to flow through me.

I have sore feet.

I am willing to move forward with ease.

I always hurt my body.

I am gentle with my body .I love myself.

I give myself permission to be well.

HEALTH Treatment

I am one with life, and all of life loves me and supports me. Therefore I claim for myself prefect, vibrant health at all times. My body knows how to be healthy and I cooperate by feeding it healthy foods and beverages and  exercise in ways that are enjoyable to me .My body loves me and I love and cherish my precious body. I am not my parents, nor do I recreate their illness. I am my own unique self and I move through life healthy, happy and whole. This is the truth of my being and I accept it as so. All is well in my body.

Frustrated and feel body aches ,sleeply and having flu symptoms

feeling like puking . I dont know it is due to HTP5 or is it due to my influzene . I feel tired and worn out in the morning . I felt a sense of furstration. I been worried about my financial situation . I am also very frustrated about not getting anything done .
And the DESIRE to have chocolate is very strong . My brain is like working funny . I felt angry that I Am still 70kg where I didnt watch my food intake and keep my food intake to pure vegetables and fruit .

My mum got me very irritrated . She nag whole days .

Fruit of Spirit

Galatians 5:14-6:2
The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; ²⁰ idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions ²¹ and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God. 

²² But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, ²³ gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. ²⁴ Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. ²⁵ Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. ²⁶ Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other..

How to have the fruit of spirit love  .Joy
Peace 
Forbearance 
Kindness 
Goodness 
Faithfulness
Gentleness 
Self control .

Lua Hou Tang Soups make me happy

I found lunch is more fulfilling when I take Luo Huo tang . I love its lotus root and peanut soup .
I love the rich soup base . And Today I had old yellow cucumber soup . Although it is not
good as lotus root and peanut soup . I just find it super fulfilled and much more filled.
Some food trigger me to be hungry around 3pm ,but the pumpkin rice make me more filled
till now .

fixing up cables and setting servers in cold cold room

Wondering what am I doing

All of you wondering what I do . I connected a server ,.

Things I did on Ubuntu

mount /usbflash
sudo fdisk
sudo  mount -t vfat /dev/sdb1 /media/external -o

df -h
ls -usb
sudo fdisk -l
mount
mount  usbflash


cp -r elemental .* /var/www

http://superuser.com/questions/215514/in-ubuntu-how-to-copy-all-contents-of-a-folder-to-another-folder


https://help.ubuntu.com/community/Mount/USB

sudo mount -t ntfs-3g /dev/sdb1 /media/usbdrive/ -o force

sudo mount -t vfat /dev/sdb1 /media/usbdrive/

Dressing for my company group newbie photo

Fearful

Exciting thing is later I passing my best friend her bday gift .I google about it . I wonder if I am cheated . But whatever , I am worried that I couldnt pass my work . Should I go in and let it be checked , or wait for a while . maybe she is busy . Oh . My brain think alot .

The parable of persistent Widow Luke 18

Luke 18:1-8

New International Version (NIV)

The Parable of the Persistent Widow

18 Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up. ² He said: “In a certain town there was a judge who neither feared God nor cared what people thought. ³ And there was a widow in that town who kept coming to him with the plea, ‘Grant me justice against my adversary.’

⁴ “For some time he refused. But finally he said to himself, ‘Even though I don’t fear God or care what people think, ⁵ yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will see that she gets justice, so that she won’t eventually come and attack me!’”
⁶ And the Lord said, “Listen to what the unjust judge says. ⁷ And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? ⁸ I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly. However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth
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I like this parable . It is telling me that will not God bring justice for me, who cry out to him day and night?Will he keep putting them off . I tell you , he will see that they get justice and quickly , 
Lord , I feel misearable when I think about how I was unjustice treated by people you know who hurt me .I pray for your justice to be done toward them who are evil and doesnt think of doing good .And let me let go and go on with my life , honoring you in whatever you had blessed me .
In jesus name i Pray .
Amen 

dreams or nightmares

I feel sleeply MOST OF TIME . I Dream of funny micheal ,eric and company people again . I dont know why I dream of them .

The dosage decrease

things had at least been better in terms that Finally i reduced dosage . Although I didnt get rid of fat issue . but things are getting good. I find a good job fit and work with nice people . I dont know should I purchase another notebook .If I do , it will another cost incremened . Maybe I should not and will not . I havent been to church for a long period . I get rid of bitterness . Bitterness of E...

My Dad birthday

Celebration of my dad Birthday .

Everything indeed was god blessing . Amen

My Boss TC is always very kind . We share the same sir name . I brought my own notebook today . I feel happier because I manage to flip acrobat documents using my own software. I tried morning devil brew instead of devil latte . I am addicted to coffee and I need them everyday from keep away from my drowsiness and grogginess I had everyday . I think tomorrow I start to bring chinese tea and chinese tea instead of paying 4.40 buck everyday for coffee. I love my work . I thank God for blessing me to have this job . Everything indeed was god blessing . Amen

My 1st creation at NEW thing arrived well and good

I am fabulously tired .

My 1st creation using 3D designer from Orad.

Hell ,I am always tired . Very tired and exhuasted . HELP !!!!!!!!!!Nomatter how mamy sleep I get , I felt it is not enough.

My 1st animation

I learn some animation but I am worried about a few things . Worried that I couldnt understand or learn whatever I need to learn . It become a hinderance. But Today I did my 1st animation .

Me .....Who else...

Beening Grateful for what I had

"Be grateful for what you do have, and you will find it increases. I like to bless with love all that is in my life right now--my home, the heat, water, light, telephone, furniture, plumbing, appliances, clothing, transportation, jobs--the money I do have, friends, my ability to see and feel and taste and touch and walk and to enjoy this incredible planet." ~Louise L. Hay "I am always presented with new and wonderful opportunities. I flow with what is happening in the moment." ~Louise L. Hay "I am willing to open up to the abundance and prosperity that is available everywhere." ~Louise L. Hay "I only attract loving people in my world for they are a mirror of what I am." ~Louise L. Hay "Remember the things that gave you joy as a child. Incorporate them into your life now. Find a way to have fun with everything you do. Let yourself express the joy of living. Smile. Laugh. Rejoice, and the Universe rejoices with you!" ~Louise L. Hay "The more grateful you are, the more you get to be grateful about. It's that simple." ~Louise L. Hay "The road to freedom is through the doorway of forgiveness." ~Louise L. Hay "Think thoughts that make you feel good, make choices that make you feel good, and take actions that make you feel good." ~Louise L. Hay "To create a wonderful day sometimes takes just a slight change in the way you look at it. Be willing to let go of an old, negative way that you look at something, and look at it in a new, positive way." ~Louise L. Hay ~Louise L Hay, founder of Hay