Frustrated and feel body aches ,sleeply and having flu symptoms

feeling like puking . I dont know it is due to HTP5 or is it due to my influzene . I feel tired and worn out in the morning . I felt a sense of furstration. I been worried about my financial situation . I am also very frustrated about not getting anything done .
And the DESIRE to have chocolate is very strong . My brain is like working funny . I felt angry that I Am still 70kg where I didnt watch my food intake and keep my food intake to pure vegetables and fruit .

My mum got me very irritrated . She nag whole days .

Fruit of Spirit

Galatians 5:14-6:2
The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; ²⁰ idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions ²¹ and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God. 

²² But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, ²³ gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. ²⁴ Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. ²⁵ Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. ²⁶ Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other..

How to have the fruit of spirit love  .Joy
Peace 
Forbearance 
Kindness 
Goodness 
Faithfulness
Gentleness 
Self control .

Lua Hou Tang Soups make me happy

I found lunch is more fulfilling when I take Luo Huo tang . I love its lotus root and peanut soup .
I love the rich soup base . And Today I had old yellow cucumber soup . Although it is not
good as lotus root and peanut soup . I just find it super fulfilled and much more filled.
Some food trigger me to be hungry around 3pm ,but the pumpkin rice make me more filled
till now .

fixing up cables and setting servers in cold cold room

Wondering what am I doing

All of you wondering what I do . I connected a server ,.

Things I did on Ubuntu

mount /usbflash
sudo fdisk
sudo  mount -t vfat /dev/sdb1 /media/external -o

df -h
ls -usb
sudo fdisk -l
mount
mount  usbflash


cp -r elemental .* /var/www

http://superuser.com/questions/215514/in-ubuntu-how-to-copy-all-contents-of-a-folder-to-another-folder


https://help.ubuntu.com/community/Mount/USB

sudo mount -t ntfs-3g /dev/sdb1 /media/usbdrive/ -o force

sudo mount -t vfat /dev/sdb1 /media/usbdrive/

Dressing for my company group newbie photo

Fearful

Exciting thing is later I passing my best friend her bday gift .I google about it . I wonder if I am cheated . But whatever , I am worried that I couldnt pass my work . Should I go in and let it be checked , or wait for a while . maybe she is busy . Oh . My brain think alot .

The parable of persistent Widow Luke 18

Luke 18:1-8

New International Version (NIV)

The Parable of the Persistent Widow

18 Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up. ² He said: “In a certain town there was a judge who neither feared God nor cared what people thought. ³ And there was a widow in that town who kept coming to him with the plea, ‘Grant me justice against my adversary.’

⁴ “For some time he refused. But finally he said to himself, ‘Even though I don’t fear God or care what people think, ⁵ yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will see that she gets justice, so that she won’t eventually come and attack me!’”
⁶ And the Lord said, “Listen to what the unjust judge says. ⁷ And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? ⁸ I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly. However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth
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I like this parable . It is telling me that will not God bring justice for me, who cry out to him day and night?Will he keep putting them off . I tell you , he will see that they get justice and quickly , 
Lord , I feel misearable when I think about how I was unjustice treated by people you know who hurt me .I pray for your justice to be done toward them who are evil and doesnt think of doing good .And let me let go and go on with my life , honoring you in whatever you had blessed me .
In jesus name i Pray .
Amen 

dreams or nightmares

I feel sleeply MOST OF TIME . I Dream of funny micheal ,eric and company people again . I dont know why I dream of them .

The dosage decrease

things had at least been better in terms that Finally i reduced dosage . Although I didnt get rid of fat issue . but things are getting good. I find a good job fit and work with nice people . I dont know should I purchase another notebook .If I do , it will another cost incremened . Maybe I should not and will not . I havent been to church for a long period . I get rid of bitterness . Bitterness of E...