Lost for words

I feel terrible that I dun recieved his wat apps and also feel terrible i dun recieved his mushy letter . Maybe it is a transition which I couldnt accept it yet . I will get over it . Non Contact is good for all of us . Nomatter what people had a family , I shouldnt be intervene . It would make me into adultery . Who would trust a gal like me anymore . How can I be so selfish ? How I depise adultery and mistress . I should hold on to my principles and be me .