My Dad birthday

Celebration of my dad Birthday .

Everything indeed was god blessing . Amen

My Boss TC is always very kind . We share the same sir name . I brought my own notebook today . I feel happier because I manage to flip acrobat documents using my own software. I tried morning devil brew instead of devil latte . I am addicted to coffee and I need them everyday from keep away from my drowsiness and grogginess I had everyday . I think tomorrow I start to bring chinese tea and chinese tea instead of paying 4.40 buck everyday for coffee. I love my work . I thank God for blessing me to have this job . Everything indeed was god blessing . Amen

My 1st creation at NEW thing arrived well and good

I am fabulously tired .

My 1st creation using 3D designer from Orad.

Hell ,I am always tired . Very tired and exhuasted . HELP !!!!!!!!!!Nomatter how mamy sleep I get , I felt it is not enough.

My 1st animation

I learn some animation but I am worried about a few things . Worried that I couldnt understand or learn whatever I need to learn . It become a hinderance. But Today I did my 1st animation .

Me .....Who else...

Beening Grateful for what I had

"Be grateful for what you do have, and you will find it increases. I like to bless with love all that is in my life right now--my home, the heat, water, light, telephone, furniture, plumbing, appliances, clothing, transportation, jobs--the money I do have, friends, my ability to see and feel and taste and touch and walk and to enjoy this incredible planet." ~Louise L. Hay "I am always presented with new and wonderful opportunities. I flow with what is happening in the moment." ~Louise L. Hay "I am willing to open up to the abundance and prosperity that is available everywhere." ~Louise L. Hay "I only attract loving people in my world for they are a mirror of what I am." ~Louise L. Hay "Remember the things that gave you joy as a child. Incorporate them into your life now. Find a way to have fun with everything you do. Let yourself express the joy of living. Smile. Laugh. Rejoice, and the Universe rejoices with you!" ~Louise L. Hay "The more grateful you are, the more you get to be grateful about. It's that simple." ~Louise L. Hay "The road to freedom is through the doorway of forgiveness." ~Louise L. Hay "Think thoughts that make you feel good, make choices that make you feel good, and take actions that make you feel good." ~Louise L. Hay "To create a wonderful day sometimes takes just a slight change in the way you look at it. Be willing to let go of an old, negative way that you look at something, and look at it in a new, positive way." ~Louise L. Hay ~Louise L Hay, founder of Hay

A Friend a Sister a encouraging Messages

I placed this post because it reminds me of I had good friends in my life . She give me alot of encouragements and I always thought she wouldn't care of my existence .But I never thought I had a friend in her. The words she said was encouraging. So indeed I am getting a good start ,although sometimes I don't know where I am heading . I am really worried about office politic , and alot of stuff. My boss was kind , and PH was helpful . My senior thoughtful and kind .Indeed a fresh new start better than what I used to be . At least, I don't get shit from xxxx like in my old place. Well, I promise Elana , A fresh new start . No Thinking of past . I provoked Alf , I think I dont know why . I wanted to ask her about something, and she would just poke me out . Like in facebook , she say lady luck split on her, I thought it means she saw lady luck. So i wish her good luck .But she scolded me siao .U know it is like how a good intention can be misled. Okay maybe she is just in her bad mood. But the way she talk is like very hostile and unhappy of everything and like to sour here and there .Maybe due to my depression I get sensitive over her remarks And my dad got complaint and then Comfort may take his taxi back . And I asked my sister in Christ at Life bible church to pray for me. But I guess they cant be bother to reply me. Maybe they are busy . I am a extremist negative person . Whatever .....I want to thank Elana Foo for encouragements . Suddenly I had meaning in my life.THank you Elana for been my friend Time to sleep else my insomia and all funny sort of aliments start coming to me .

Me as Edward

Lucky And tHe Lore of running book

Today It is a new start again . I thank Lijun for sending her wishes. I dont know if I can do it .But I must do it . I will do it . Basically reading of software and programs . Boss seem very kind

Been christian and I had not been one

I didnt prepare for my aidas SUNDOWN . neither do I at mood to do anything . As There is funeral at my downstairs . It is a christian funeral. It remind me.It had been YEARS since I SAY GOODBYE To GOD ..And turn my head away from him . Didn't step into a church . Because There were having christian songs and Hymns been sang . Even in my dreams ,I dream of the funniest thing like having debate with a christian fellow.

Holiday Calendar

As I am preparing to pick myself up . I BECOME ..HOPLESS ENDING thinking ...
I wanted to pick up boxing , but singapore mma is expensive . And I
 think the cheapest sport is running .